Dld you kids come through QX?" the frightful combat over, the dreadful tension a
thing of the past, Kit's first thought was for his sisters.
They were unharmed. None of the Five had suffered anything except mental
exhaustion. Recuperation was rapid.
"Better we hunt that tube up and get dad out of it, don't you think?" Kit suggested.
"Have you got a story arranged that will hold water?" Camilla asked.
"Everything except for a few minor details, which we can put in later."
Smoothly the four girls linked their minds with their brother's; effortlessly the
Unit's thought surveyed all nearby space. No hyper-spatial tube, nor any trace of one,
was there. Tuned to Kinnison's pattern, the Unit then scanned not only normal space
and the then present time, but also millions upon millions of other spaces and past and
future times; all without finding the Gray Lensman.
Again and again the Unit reached out, farther and farther; out to the extreme limit
of even its extraordinary range. Every space and every time was empty. The Children of
the Lens broke their linkage and stared at each other, aghast.
They knew starkly what it must mean, but that conclusion was unthinkable.
Kinnison—their dad—the hub of the universe—the unshakable, immutable Rock of
Civilization—he couldn't be dead. They simply could not accept the logical explanation
as the true one.
And while they pondered, shaken, a call from their Red Lensman mother came
in.
"You are together? Good! I've been so worried about Kim going into that trap. I've
been trying to get in touch with him, but I can't reach him. You children, with your
greater power . . ."
She broke off as the dread import of the Five's surface thoughts became clear to
her. At first she, too, was shaken, but she rallied magnificently.
"Nonsense!" she snapped; not in denial of an unwelcome fact, but in sure
knowledge that the supposition was not and could not be a fact. "Kimball Kinnison is
alive. He's lost, I know—I last heard from him just before he went into that tube—but he
did not die! If he had, I would most certainly have felt it. So don't be idiots, children,
please. Think—really think! I'm going to do something—somehow—but what? _
Mentor? I've never called him and I'm terribly afraid he might not do anything. I could go
there and make him do something, but that would take so long—what shall I do? What
can I do?"
"Mentor, by all means," Kit decided. "He'll do something —he'll have to. However,
there's no need of you going to Arisia in person." Now that the Eddorians had ceased to
exist, inter-galactic space presented no barrier to Arisian thought, but Kit did not go into
that. "Link your mind with ours." She did so.
"Mentor of Arisia!" the clear-cut thought flashed out. "Kimball Kinnison of Klovia is
not present in this, his normal space and time; nor in any other continuum we can
reach. We need help."
"Ah; 'tis Lensman Clarrissa and the Five." Imperturbably, Mentor's mind joined
theirs on the instant. "I have 'given the matter no attention, nor have I scanned my
visualization of the Cosmic All. It may therefore be that Kimball Kinnison has passed on
from his plane of exist . . ."
"He has NOT! It is stark idiocy even to consider such a possibility!" the Red
Lensman interrupted violently, so violently that her thought had the impact of a physical
blow. Mentor and the Five alike could see her eyes flash and sparkle; could hear her
voice crackle as she spoke aloud, the better to drive home her passionate conviction.
"Kim is ALIVE! I told the children so and now I tell you so. No matter where or when he
might be, in whatever possible extra-dimensional nook or cranny of the entire macro-
cosmic universe or in any possible period of time between plus and minus eternity, he
couldn't die—he could not possibly die— without my knowing it. So find him,
please—please find him, Mentor—or, if you can't or won't, just give me the littlest, tiniest
hint as to how to go about it and I'll find him myself!"
The Five were appalled. Especially Kit, who knew, as the others did not, just how
much afraid of Mentor his mother had always been. To direct such thoughts to any
Arisian was unthinkable; but Mentor's only reaction was one of pleased interest.
"There is much of truth, daughter, in your thought," he replied, slowly. "Human
love, in its highest manifestation, can be a mighty, a really tremendous thing. The force,
the power, the capability of such a love as yours is a sector of the truth which has not
been fully examined. Allow me, please, a moment in which to consider the various
aspects of this matter."
It took more than a moment. It took more than the twenty-nine seconds which the
Arisian had needed to solve an earlier and supposedly similar Kinnison problem. In fact,
a full half hour elapsed before Mentor resumed communication; and then he did so, not
to the group as a whole, but only to the Five; using an ultra-frequency to which the Red
Lensman's mind could not be attuned.
"I have not been able to reach him. Since you could not do so I knew that the
problem would not be simple, but I have found that it is difficult indeed. As I have
intimated previously, my visualization is not entirely clear upon any matter touching the
Eddorians directly, since their minds were of great power. On the other hand, their
visualizations of us were probably even more hazy. Therefore none of our analyses of
each other were or could be much better than approximations.
"It is certain, however, that you were correct in assuming that it was the Ploorans
who set up the hyper-spatial tube as a trap for your father. The fact that the lower and
middle operating echelons of Boskonia could not kill him established in the Ploorans'
minds the necessity of taking him alive. That fact gave us no concern, for you, Kathryn,
were on guard. Moreover, even if she alone should slip, it was manifestly impossible for
them to accomplish anything against the combined powers of you Five. However, at
some undetermined point in time the Eddorians took over, as is shown by the fact that
you are all at a loss: it being scarcely necessary to point out to you that the Ploorans
could neither transport your father to any location which you could not reach nor pose
any problem, including his death, which you could not solve. It is thus certain that it was
one or more of the Eddorians who either killed Kinnison or sent him where he was sent.
It is also certain that, after the easy fashion in which he escaped from the Ploorans after
they had captured him and had him all but in their hands, the Eddorians did not care to
have the Ploorans come to grips with Kimball Kinnison; fearing, and rightly, that instead
of gaining information, they would lose everything."
"Did they know I was in that tube?" Kathryn asked. "Did they deduce us, or did
they think that dad was a superman?"
'That is one of the many points which are obscure. But it made no difference,
before or after the event, to them or to us, as you should perceive."
"Of course. They knew that there was at least one third-level mind at work in the
field. They must have deduced that it was Arisian work. Whether it was dad himself or
whether it was coming to his aid at need would make no difference. They knew very
well that he was the keystone of Civilization, and that to do away with him would be the
shrewdest move they could make. Therefore we still do not understand why they didn't
kill him outright and be done with it—if they didn't."
"In exactness, neither do I . . . that point is the least clear of all. Nor is it at all
certain that he still lives. It is sheerest folly to assume that the Eddorians either thought
or acted illogically, even occasionally. Therefore, if Kinnison is not dead, whatever was
done was calculated to be even more final than death itself. This premise, if adopted,
forces the conclusion that they considered the possibility of our knowing enough about
the next cycle of existence to be able to reach him there."
Kit frowned. "You still harp on the possibility of his death. Does not your
visualization cover that?"
"Not since the Eddorians took control. I have not consciously emphasized the
probability of your father's death; I have merely considered it—in the case of two
mutually exclusive events, neither of which can be shown to have happened, both must
be studied with care. Assume for the moment that your mother's theory is the truth, that
your father is still alive. In that case, what was done and how it was done are eminently
clear."
"Clear? Not to us!" the Five chorused.
"While they did not know at all exactly the power of our minds, they could
establish limits beyond which neither they nor we could go. Being mechanically inclined,
it is reasonable to assume that they had at their disposal sufficient energy to transport
Kinnison to some point well beyond those limits. They would have given control to a
director-by-chance, so that his ultimate destination would be unknown and unknowable.
He would of course land safely . . ."
"How? How could they, possibly . . .?"
"In time that knowledge will be yours. Not now. Whether or not the hypothesis
just stated is true, the fact confronting us is that Kimball Kinnison is not now in any
region which I am at present able to scan."
Gloom descended palpably upon the Five.
"I am not saying or implying that the problem is insoluble. Since Eddorian minds
were involved, however, you already realize that its solution will require the evaluation of
many millions of factors and will consume a not inconsiderable number of your years . .
."
"You mean lifetimes!" an impetuous young thought broke in. "Why, long before
that. . ."
"Contain yourself, daughter Constance," Mentor reproved, gently. "I realize quite
fully all the connotations and implications involved. I was about to say that it may prove
desirable to assist your mother in the application of powers which may very well
transcend in some respects those of either Arisia or Eddore." He widened the band of
thought to include the Red Lensman and went on as though he were just emerging from
contemplation:
"Children, it appears that the solution of this problem by ordinary processes will
require more time than can conveniently be spared. Moreover, it affords a priceless and
perhaps a unique opportunity of increasing our store of knowledge. Be informed,
however, that the probability is great that in this project you, Clarrissa, will lose your
life."
"Better not, mother. When Mentor says anything like that, it means suicide. We
don't want to lose you, too." Kit pleaded, and the four girls added their pleas to his.
Clarrissa knew that suicide was against the Code—but she also knew that, as
long as it wasn't quite suicide, Lensmen went in.
"Exactly how great?" she demanded, vibrantly. "It isn't certain—it can't be!"
"No, daughter, it is not certain."
"QX, then, I'm going in. Nothing can stop me."
"Very well. Tighten your linkage, Clarrissa, with me. Yours will be the task of
sending your thought to your husband, wherever and whenever in total space and in
total time he may be. If it can be done, you can do it. You alone of all the entities in
existence can do it. I can neither help you nor guide you in your quest; but by virtue of
our relationship to him whom we are seeking, your oneness with him, you will require
neither help nor guidance. My part will be to follow you and to construct the means of
his return; but the real labor is and must be yours alone. Take a moment, therefore, to
prepare yourself against the effort, for it will not be small. Gather your resources,
daughter; assemble all your forces and your every power."
They watched Clarrissa, in her distant room, throw herself prone upon her bed.
She closed her eyes, buried her nose in the counterpane, and gripped a side-rail
fiercely in each hand.
"Can't we help, too?" The Five implored, as one.
"I do not know." Mentor's thought was as passionless as the voice of Fate. "I
know of no force at your disposal which can affect in any way that which is to happen.
Since I do not know the full measure of your powers, however, it would be well for you
to accompany us, keeping yourselves alert to take instant advantage of any opportunity
to be of aid. Are you ready, daughter Clarrissa?"
"I am ready," and the Red Lensman launched her thought.
Clarrissa Kinnison did not know, then or ever; did not have even the faintest
inkling of what she did or of how she did it. Nor, tied to her by bonds of heritage, love,
and sympathy though they were and of immense powers of mind though they were, did
any of the Five succeed, until after centuries had passed, in elucidating the many
complex phenomena involved. And Mentor, the ancient Arisian sage, never did
understand.
All that any of them knew was that an infinitely loving and intensely suffering
woman, stretched rigidly upon a bed, hurled out through space and time a passionately
questing thought: a thought behind which she put everything she had.
Clarrissa Kinnison, Red Lensman, had much—and every iota of that impressive
sum total ached for, yearned for, and insistently demanded her Kim—her one and only
Kim. Kim her husband; Kim the father of her children; Kim her lover; Kim her other half;
Kim her all in all for so many perfect years.
"Kim! KIM! Wherever you are, Kim, or whenever, listen! Listen and answer! Hear
me—you must hear me calling_I need you, Kim, from the bottom of my soul . . . Kim! My
Kim! KIM!!"
Through countless spaces and through untellable times that poignant thought
sped; driven by a woman's fears, a woman's hopes, a woman's all-surpassing love;
urged ever onward and ever outward by the irresistible force of a magnificent woman's
frankly bared soul.
Outward . . . farther . . . farther out. . . farther . . .
Clarrissa's body went limp upon her bed. Her heart slowed; her breathing almost
stopped. Kit probed quickly, finding that those secret cells into which he had scarcely
dared to glance were empty and bare. Even the Red Lensman's tremendous reserves
of vital force were exhausted.
"Mother, come back!"
"Come back to us!"
"Please, please, mums, come back!"
"Know you, children, your mother so little?"
They knew her. She would not come back alone. Regardless of any danger to
herself, regardless of life itself, she would not come back until she had found her Kim.
"But do something, Mentor—DO SOMETHING!"
"Do what? Nothing can be done. It was simply a question of which was the
greater; the volume of the required hyper-sphere or her remarkable store of vitality . . ."
"Shut up!" Kit blazed. "We'll do something! Come on, kids, and we'll try . . ."
"The Unit!" Kathryn shrieked. "Link up, quick! Cam, make mother's
pattern—hurry it!! Now, Unit, grab it—make her one of us, a six-ply Unit—make her
come in, and snap it up! There! Now, Kit, drive us . . . DRIVE US!"
Kit drove. As the surging life-force of the Unit pushed a measure of vitality back
into Clarrissa's inert body, she gained a little strength and did not grow weaker. The
children, however, did; and Mentor, who had been entirely unmoved by the woman's
imminent death, became highly concerned.
"Children, return!" He first ordered, then entreated. "You are throwing away not
only your lives, but also long lifetimes of intensive labor and study!"
They paid no attention. No more than their mother would those children abandon
such a mission unaccomplished. Seven Kinnisons would come back or none.
The four-ply Arisian pondered; and brightened. Now that a theretofore impossible
linkage had been made, the outlook changed. The odds shifted. The Unit's delicacy of
web, its driving force, had not been enough; or rather, it would have taken too long.
Adding the Red Lensman's affinity for her husband, however . . . Yes, definitely, the Unit
should now succeed.
It did. Before any of the Five weakened to the danger point the Unit, again five-
fold, snapped back. Clarrissa's life-force, which had tried so valiantly to fill all of space
and all of time, was flowing back into her. A tight, hard, impossibly writhing and twisting
multidimensional beam ran, it seemed, to infinity and vanished.
"A right scholarly bit of work, children," Mentor approved. "I have arranged the
means of his return."
"Thanks, children. Thanks, Mentor." Instead of fainting, Clarrissa sprang from her
bed and stood erect. Flushed and panting, eyes flamingly alight, she was more
intensely vital than any of her children had ever seen her. Reaction
might—would—come later, but she was now all buoyantly vibrant woman. "Where will
he come into our space, and when?"
"In your room before you. Now."
Kinnison materialized; and as the Red Lensman and the Gray went hungrily into
each other's arms, Mentor and the Five turned their attention toward the future.
* * * *
"First, the hyper-spatial tube which was called the 'Hell-Hole in Space'," Kit
began. "We must establish as fact in the minds of all Civilization that the Ploorans were
actually at the top of Boskone. The story as we have arranged it is that Floor was the
top, and—which happens to be the truth—that it was destroyed through the efforts of
the Second-Stage Lensmen. The 'Hell-Hole' is to be explained as being operated by the
Plooran 'residuum' which every Lensman knows all about and which he will never
forget. The problem of dad's whereabouts was different from the previous one in degree
only, not in kind. To all except us, there never were any Eddorians. Any objections? Will
that version hold?"
The consensus was that the story was sound and tight.
"The time has come, then," Karen thought, "to go into the very important matter
of our reason for being and our purpose in life. You have intimated repeatedly that you
Arisians are resigning your Guardianship of Civilization and that we are to take over;
and I have just perceived the terribly shocking fact that you four are now alone, that all
the other Arisians have already gone. We're not ready, Mentor; you know we're
not—this scares me through and through."
"You are ready, children, for everything that will have to be done. You have not
come to your full maturity and power, of course; that stage will come only with time. It is
best for you, however, that we leave you now. Your race is potentially vastly stronger
and abler than ours. We reached some time ago the highest point attainable to us: we
could no longer adapt ourselves to the ever-increasing complexity of life. You, a young
new race amply equipped for any emergency within reckonable time, will be able to do
so. In capability and in equipment you begin where we leave off."
"But we know—you've taught us—scarcely anything!" Constance protested.
"I have taught you exactly enough. That I do not know exactly what changes to
anticipate is implicit in the fact that our race is out of date. Further Arisian teaching
would tend to set you in the out-dated Arisian mold and thereby defeat our every
purpose. As I have informed you repeatedly, we ourselves do not know what extra
qualities you possess. Hence •I am in no sense competent to instruct you in the natures
or in the uses of them. It is certain, however, that you have those extra qualities. It is
equally certain that you possess the abilities to develop them to the full. I have set your
feet on the sure way to the full development of those abilities."
"But that will take much time, sir," Kit thought, "and if you leave us now we won't
have it."
"You will have time enough and to spare."
"Oh—then we won't have to do it right away?" Constance broke in. "Good!"
"We're all glad of that," Camilla added. "We're too full of our own lives, too eager
for experiences, to enjoy the prospect of living such lives as you Arisians have lived. I
am right in assuming, am I not, that our own development will in time force us into the
same or a similar existence?"
"Your muddy thinking has again distorted the truth," Mentor reproved her. "There
will be no force involved. You will gain everything, lose nothing. You have no conception
of the depth and breadth of the vistas now just beginning to open to you. Your lives will
be immeasurably fuller, higher, greater than any heretofore known to this universe. As
your capabilities increase, you will find that you will no longer care for the society of
entities less able than your own kind."
"But I don't want to live forever!" Constance wailed.
"More muddy thinking." Mentor's thought was—for him —somewhat testy.
"Perhaps, in the present instance, barely excusable. You know that you are not
immortal. You should know that an infinity of tune is necessary for the acquirement of
infinite knowledge; and that your span of life will be just as short, in comparison with
your capacity to live and to learn, as that of Homo Sapiens When the time comes you
will want to—you will need to—change your manner of living."
'Tell us when?" Kat suggested. "It would be nice to know, so we could get ready."
"I could tell you, since in that my visualization is clear, but I will not. Fifty years—a
hundred—a thousand—what matters it? Live your lives to the fullest, year by year,
developing your every obvious, latent, and nascent capability; calmly assured that long
before any need for your services shall arise, you shall have established yourselves
upon some planet of your choice and shall be in every respect ready for whatever may
come to pass."
"You are—you must be—right," Kit conceded. "In view of what has just
happened, however, and the chaotic condition of both galaxies, it seems a poor time to
vacate all Guardianship."
"All inimical activity is now completely disorganized. Kinnison and the Patrol can
handle it easily enough. The real conflict is finished. Think nothing of a few years of
vacancy. The Lensmakers, as you know, are fully automatic, requiring neither
maintenance nor attention; what little time you may wish to devote to the special training
of selected Lensmen can be taken at odd moments from your serious work of
developing yourselves for Guardianship."
"We still feel incompetent," the Five insisted. "Are you sure that you have given
us all the instruction we need?"
"I am sure. I perceive doubt in your minds as to my own competence, based
upon the fact that in this supreme emergency my visualization was faulty and my
actions almost too late. Observe, however, that my visualization was clear upon every
essential factor and that we were not actually too late. The truth is that our timing was
precisely right—no lesser stress could possibly have prepared you as you are now
prepared.
"I am about to go. The tune may come when your descendants will realize, as we
did, their inadequacy for continued Guardianship. Their visualizations, as did ours, may
become imperfect and incomplete If so, they will then know that the time will have come
for them to develop, from the highest race then existing, new and more competent
Guardians. Then they, as my fellows have done and as I am about to do, will of their
own accord pass on But that is for the remote future. As to you children, doubtful now
and hesitant as is only natural, you may believe implicitly what I now tell you is the truth,
that even though we Arisians are no longer here, all shall be well; with us, with you, and
with all Civilization."
The deeply resonant pseudo-voice ceased; the Kinnisons knew that Mentor, the
last of the Arisians, was gone.